Social interaction is not my forte

What is wrong with me? I am a Texas girl, there are expectations to be met. I am supposed to be outspoken and outgoing, I am supposed to be a social butterfly, but instead I am an awkward as hell caterpillar. How does this make any sense? If you saw my mother you would automatically assume I would be just as social as her. Which is not true. I wish I was just as social as her. I used to be in high school… and then once I got to college, gained weight during a shitty relationship, and lost all confidence. I do not randomly start talking to people, and even the people I have seen on more than one occasion, I never approach them first. It always has to be them.

This morning a gentleman that I have had in a class before sat next to me before my nine o’clock class and just started talking to me like we weren’t strangers at all. I panicked and at first just sat there and looked at him, then he started asking me questions about the previous test, where I was Monday — throwing up and nauseated like no other —  and what I was looking at on pinterest. I tried to respond accordingly.

Man, I suck at being social.

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About maybemiranda

21. Wife. Student.
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One Response to Social interaction is not my forte

  1. Nah you don’t suck, sometimes its hard to be social especially if you aren’t used to just chatting randomly. Keep that head up girl!

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