I think I am more upset with how my roommate was once I told her. She had a family member pass away last year and I was there for her when no one was, I told her I was sorry about it all, let her cry to me, etc. Yet when I told her about my grandfather passing, she just looked at me. No sympathy whatsoever. Thanks. When I told her I had just finished crying and was not about to cry anymore at that moment. Nothing was said when I would randomly start crying yesterday (I was thinking a lot). I still cannot believe I will never actually see my grandpa again. This year has just been bleh.
And I am starting to see more and more who cares and who is there for me.