Only a few days into this deployment and I’m finding it harder and harder not to cry. After I said my “see you later” to my husband, I avoided crying. If I’ve cried it’s only a few tears but as the days go on, I end up crying more. I just need to start working and keeping busy. I’m already pouting because I don’t have him here to watch movies with. Planning on going to the movies tonight, alone, to see Fantastic Beasts and Where To Find Them. Figuring out how to do things all by myself all over again is something I’ll never miss doing. I can’t wait till he’s back.